About two weeks ago God lead me to have a discussion with my husband about things I can accept and things I cannot. I was scared to have this discussion with him because the enemy kept placing in my mind that stating my needs and my limits would force my husband to choose to stay away. But, God knew differently. He knew that if I didn't state my needs and limits that a reconciliation not keep me true to myself. Is a reconciliation coming? I don't know, but I feel such peace now thanks to the love of my Lord. I love what Joyce Meyer says, "I may not be where I need to be but thank God I'm not where I used to be and I will enjoy me right here in the middle."